Just got finished building and uploading the newest part of the website for 3d art and it was brutal. 1 Week of research, designing, and building the main hub, and then only two days for designing and building all the individual small pages. Honestly I just didn't want to drag it out past two weeks so I crammed to get it done. I had to go back to make all the clay renders, source the reference images, and compress/convert everything to a more web-friendly size. All which took quite a lot of time. I think it did turn out quite nice, practically exactly how it was imagined. Unfortunately it doesn't look quite as good on other browsers or screen sizes. I've still got a bunch of unrendered 3d projects that I need to post. Not sure if I'll render them to post, or if I'll just stick to the wireframes. Either way I'm sick of working on that section so it'll be at least a few weeks before I get to adding more entries.

It's been such a long time since I've written a letter to anyone, maybe since having penpals in 4th grade. So much has changed since then, writing letters again is almost a foreign feeling. Nostalgia is really such a bitch. It's a love hate thing. I love the memories and warmth of the past. The world just felt nicer, problems smaller, and emotions more real. Everything now feels worse by comparison. Life is alittle colder a lot lonelier, problems are more serious, more important. Damned be the curse of growing up and being responsible. When did it all change? I can't really remember. Is it a product of my own actions? Probably.

I know it's not productive to whine about the present and try to go back to the past, but sometimes it is nice reminisce and marinate in the feelings. Nice to imagine what could have been.

No point dwelling to long on the past though when we're living in the present. No matter who's fault it was that we arrived where we are, it is our responsibility to keep moving forwards and make progress to whatever's next. (Cough Easier said than done.Cough)

Ponderingly,
Uomai

Hello there, This is a test of the yapping section for my website where I'll talk about abunch of random stuff on my mind. It could be new media I'm intereseted in, a rant I've been holding in my head, or just meaningless yapping all the way down.